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<title mode='escaped'>Blood is the revolution</title>
<tagline mode='escaped'>PTSD is the crime.</tagline>
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    <title mode='escaped'>Sample Bit</title>
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    <issued>2007-07-26T00:13:00</issued>
    <modified>2007-07-25T23:14:45Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If it had been anyone else, they would have gotten the shit kicked out of them at every opportunity, mocked and teased and become a social pariah but no, not him. The point was, he could get away with it. He could wear leather, the tightest jeans in the world, boots, nothing at all and the reaction would always be the same from everyone. They would sit up and take notice. They wouldn’t give snide comments, they wouldn’t laugh and make jokes, and they wouldn’t do anything except look, laugh with him and possibly even share a wink or two with those around them. He could wear make-up, sing the most ridiculous pop songs and the point was, was it so shocking he thought nothing could ever touch him? He could do it right in the middle of the great hall and get away with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He’s Sirius Black, for crying out loud. No one would ever dream of it, or you’d have Potter on your tail. Of course, never saw Potter ever doing it either, but then everything recently has been nothing but a surprise. That’s what they say about life, isn’t it? That life’s a surprise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The point was, he could get away with it, him and Potter both actually. And it had all happened over this stupid dare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let go of a breath he didn’t know he was holding and someone yells to start the count down. The crowd counts them in, from the slight, soft only-lips-touching kiss of 55-54-53, to the slightly frantic teeth-knocking-together-but-don’t-give-a-s&lt;wbr /&gt;hit 46-45-43, to the soft moan when tongues are definitely being used at 30-29-28, to hands in hair that look like they’re going to rip it out of 19-18-17, to not looking like they’re going to stop any time soon at 6-5-4.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The minute mark hits and they’re still going. It gets to minus five before Sirius pulls off, both boys flushed but grinning. Sirius flashes the Sirius-Black-Smile at the crowd, “Thought I’d give you guys some bonus time, as I was late.” He pulls away from the table and makes a bow, he&apos;s laughing as it then becomes infectious. Half the place is roaring. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title mode='escaped'>Joining the legions and showing my handwriting.</title>
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    <issued>2007-06-24T21:53:00</issued>
    <modified>2007-06-24T20:55:02Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a href=&quot;http://tinypic.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i11.tinypic.com/5y7yjwo.png&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Image and video hosting by TinyPic&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, I can&apos;t write in a straight line.</content>
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    <issued>2007-06-12T03:00:00</issued>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>I shouldn&apos;t get nostalgic but....I had forgotten about Armand Pancakes.</content>
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    <issued>2007-05-26T18:53:00</issued>
    <modified>2007-05-26T18:42:58Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>I NEED LESS FUCKING DRAMA.</content>
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    <issued>2007-05-03T02:34:00</issued>
    <modified>2007-05-03T01:34:27Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>I&apos;m drunk on the words you put to our music&lt;br /&gt;And shooting lyrics into my veins was just a waste&lt;br /&gt;The notes have split my tongue into this poison&lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;m clawing from the walls to get a taste.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m the queen of screaming deep outside my head&lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;m fucked up every way from north to south&lt;br /&gt;Venom splashed down and broke your innocence&lt;br /&gt;Babes are not what I would call this filthy mouth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;s a whore from backstreets with bad ideas&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s a tarted up performer with a gun&lt;br /&gt;You know she prostitutes her lies for an once of dust&lt;br /&gt;And he&apos;s plunging needles just to have a little fun&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s a highclass hooker with her legs spread on the bed&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s a good girl, blind girl, art girl on the side&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;s on his knees on every stage from east to west&lt;br /&gt;And it&apos;s his self worth he&apos;s putting to the test&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I&apos;m the one with my bright red lingerie packs&lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;ve got scuffed up knees that show when I sit &lt;br /&gt;A cerulean suicide pact from which you can&apos;t come back&lt;br /&gt;Welcome to my life of Nancy and Sid.</content>
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    <issued>2007-03-27T16:44:00</issued>
    <modified>2007-03-27T15:55:04Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s only a mere fiction, &lt;br /&gt;your addiction to the friction &lt;br /&gt;as your curse your own conviction &lt;br /&gt;An infliction of my prediction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when you&apos;re asking for salvation &lt;br /&gt;as they question dedication &lt;br /&gt;like a plague across the nation, &lt;br /&gt;disease and inflamation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a darkness in the street ends&lt;br /&gt;like a breeze that would only cleanse&lt;br /&gt;Like a long forgotten best friend&lt;br /&gt;Spinning stories in the deep end&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re just an inventory&lt;br /&gt;Of a long forgotten story&lt;br /&gt;In the land of hope and glory&lt;br /&gt;Trying to whisper that you&apos;re sorry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a heart that&apos;s gone awry&lt;br /&gt;Like maybe we thought we could fly &lt;br /&gt;Blood red clouds to now fill that sky&lt;br /&gt;And I know the end is here nigh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All that&apos;s left here is the mission&lt;br /&gt;A long broken condition&lt;br /&gt;Just another supposition&lt;br /&gt;Did we make the right decision?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now we float into the abyss&lt;br /&gt;Now we know there&apos;s something amiss&lt;br /&gt;Try and try just to dismiss&lt;br /&gt;searching for a way to the bliss&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Starving hearts are bleeding deep red&lt;br /&gt;With affection, longs to be fed&lt;br /&gt;An addiction has now fled&lt;br /&gt;And without it, we are just dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tip, it&apos;s supposed to said fast.</content>
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    <issued>2007-03-27T01:38:00</issued>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>Oddly beautiful and pearl white, it bends and molds to the shape of the fingers that destroy the mellow bliss of of the little bubbles that blast themselves into oblivion without heed, let alone the silver rimmed lengths that sink below them. They stalk the warm patched liquid, more viscous by the taste of pink that had been introduced at conception. Red would have been better.</content>
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    <created>2006-12-22T21:01:40Z</created>
    <issued>2006-12-22T21:01:00</issued>
    <modified>2006-12-22T21:51:44Z</modified>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>Alice Cooper - Poison&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyricsfreak.com/a/alice+cooper/poison_20005797.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlfXXGEaiig&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re poison running through my veins&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re poison, I dont wanna break these chains&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3 Doors Down - The Road I&apos;m On&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/3%20Doors%20Down%20Lyrics/The%20Road%20I&amp;#39;m%20On%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=JDVx_qW1zjg&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;But what you thought was real in life &lt;br /&gt;Oh, it somehow steer you wrong &lt;br /&gt;And now you just keep trying and trying to find out where you belong&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nickelback - Someday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Nickelback%20Lyrics/Someday%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=Q1JKhKEtqds&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I wish you&apos;d unclench your fists &lt;br /&gt;And unpack your suitcase &lt;br /&gt;Lately there&apos;s been too much of this &lt;br /&gt;Dont think its too late &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nickelback - How You Remind Me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Various%20Artists%20Lyrics/Nickelback%20-%20How%20You%20Remind%20Me%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=X_Cfvj4Avfo&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&apos;ve been wrong, I&apos;ve been down &lt;br /&gt;To the bottom of every bottle &lt;br /&gt;Despite words in my head &lt;br /&gt;Scream &quot;Are we having fun yet?&quot; &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robbie Williams - No Regrets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Robbie%20Williams%20Lyrics/No%20Regrets%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=HK4C1382q5w&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Everything I wanted to be every time I walked away&lt;br /&gt;Everytime you told me to leave I just wanted to stay&lt;br /&gt;Every time you looked at me and everytime you smiled&lt;br /&gt;I felt so vacant you treat me like a child&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vertical Horizon - I&apos;m Still Here&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Vertical%20Horizon%20Lyrics/I&amp;#39;m%20Still%20Here%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=Lb2nEmXds2k&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Remember how you used to say &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d be the one to run away &lt;br /&gt;But I&apos;m still here &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Maybe tonight it&apos;s gonna be alright &lt;br /&gt;I will get better &lt;br /&gt;Maybe today it&apos;s gonna be okay &lt;br /&gt;I will remember &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shinedown - 45&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Shinedown%20Lyrics/45%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=UGPCUbkQ4PI&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Swimming through the ashes of another life&lt;br /&gt;No real reason to accept the way things have changed&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ash - Starcrossed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Star-Crossed-lyrics-Ash/8767FC3E13CB04D148256E7D00110BA2&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://youtube.com/watch?v=PJxxeIQgmiI&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt; You look here just like an angel sleeping&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could ease your fears &lt;br /&gt;I would catch the diamond tears you&apos;re weeping.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Breaking Benjamin - So Cold&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Breaking%20Benjamin%20Lyrics/So%20Cold%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxBPF1aKwWw&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Breaking Benjamin - Blow Me Away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyrics007.com/Breaking%20Benjamin%20Lyrics/Blow%20Me%20Away%20Lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9P8nJfyC_4&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bran Van 3000 - Drinking In L.A.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/bran+van+3000/drinking+in+l+a_20023573.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CWfpYfHYsak&quot;&gt;listen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amanda Ghost - Filthy Mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.lyricsdownload.com/ghost-amanda-filthy-mind-lyrics.html&quot;&gt;lyrics&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;a href=&quot;http://download.yousendit.com/845A7F9D4AE1CC30&quot;&gt;download&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2006-12-21T18:38:00</issued>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>For actual entries, go here:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://lipsofpoison.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;your lips are filled with this poison...&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2005-09-13T22:06:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-09-13T21:05:24Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>I held the pieces of my soul &lt;br /&gt;I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole &lt;br /&gt;When I saw you yesterday &lt;br /&gt;But you didn&apos;t notice&lt;br /&gt;And you just walked away&lt;br /&gt;- I&apos;m Still Here by Vertical Horizon &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who would sell their soul for love?&lt;br /&gt;Should be easy enough&lt;br /&gt;To know a heartache in disguise&lt;br /&gt;But if it&apos;s only tears and pain&lt;br /&gt;Isn&apos;t it still worth the cost?&lt;br /&gt;- That Kind of Love by Alison Krauss&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Send away for a perfect world&lt;br /&gt;In these times of doing what you&apos;re told&lt;br /&gt;You keep these feelings, no one knows&lt;br /&gt;Swimming through the ashes of another life&lt;br /&gt;No real reason to accept the way things have changed&lt;br /&gt;- 45, by Shinedown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we haven&apos;t seen the sun for weeks&lt;br /&gt;too long too far from home&lt;br /&gt;I feel just like I&apos;m sinking&lt;br /&gt;and I claw for solid ground&lt;br /&gt;- Full of Grace by Sarah McLachlan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I walk a lonely road &lt;br /&gt;The only one I that have ever known&lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t know were it goes&lt;br /&gt;But its home and I walk alone &lt;br /&gt;&apos;Blvd of Broken Dreams&apos; by Greenday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here in the darkness&lt;br /&gt;Oh there&apos;s so many shades&lt;br /&gt;Shadows burn like faded flames&lt;br /&gt;And die into the night, ooh and fly&lt;br /&gt;Up so high, ooh&lt;br /&gt;Are you a ghost?&lt;br /&gt;- &quot;Are you a ghost&quot; by B*Witched&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Breaking down never seems to be that hard &lt;br /&gt;Falling short is always in the cards &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m on the road, sunrise is at my back &lt;br /&gt;Lost it all somewhere between the cracks &lt;br /&gt;- All That I&apos;m Allowed by Elton John&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d take back those words that hurt you and you&apos;d stay&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t know why I did the things I did &lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t know why I said the things I said &lt;br /&gt;Pride&apos;s like a knife it can cut deep inside &lt;br /&gt;Words are like weapons they wound sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t really mean to hurt you &lt;br /&gt;- If I could turn back time by Cher &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well i don&apos;t think i care &lt;br /&gt;And if i hurt you &lt;br /&gt;Then i&apos;m sorry &lt;br /&gt;Please don&apos;t think that this was easy &lt;br /&gt;Then you bring me home&lt;br /&gt;Cuz we both know what it&apos;s like to be alone &lt;br /&gt;- &quot;Konstantine&quot; by Something Corperate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;All they gave me was this ticket to heaven&lt;br /&gt;But that ticket to heaven, said to lie in the bed that you make&lt;br /&gt;Now I’m restless and I’m running from everything, &lt;br /&gt;I’m running from everything,&lt;br /&gt;I’m afraid it’s a little too late&lt;br /&gt;- &quot;Ticket to Heaven&quot; by Three Doors Down&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;here comes the rain again &lt;br /&gt;falling from the stars &lt;br /&gt;drenched in my pain again &lt;br /&gt;becoming who we are &lt;br /&gt;as my memory rests &lt;br /&gt;but never forgets what I lost&lt;br /&gt;- wake me when september ends by green day&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight&lt;br /&gt;This is the moment that I live for&lt;br /&gt;I can smell the ocean air&lt;br /&gt;And here I am&lt;br /&gt;Pouring my heart on to these rooftops&lt;br /&gt;- Anthem of Our Dying Day by Story of the Year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I will I&apos;ll stand beside you&lt;br /&gt;In hopes you&apos;ll be fine some day soon&lt;br /&gt;You gave your life to me&lt;br /&gt;Return the favor to you&lt;br /&gt;This I promise you&lt;br /&gt;- Ballad Of Why by Last Week&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love changes everything &lt;br /&gt;Hands and faces, earth and sky &lt;br /&gt;Love, love changes everything &lt;br /&gt;How you live and how you die &lt;br /&gt;Love, can make the summer fly &lt;br /&gt;Or a night seem like a lifetime &lt;br /&gt;- Love changes everything by Michael Ball&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the world is waiting for the sun. &lt;br /&gt;Is it you I want &lt;br /&gt;Or just the notion of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around &lt;br /&gt;Safe to say from here&lt;br /&gt;Your getting closer now &lt;br /&gt;We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be &lt;br /&gt;- Rain by Breaking Benjamin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If I told you it was all meant to be,&lt;br /&gt;Would you believe me&lt;br /&gt;Would you agree&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s almost that feeling that we met before&lt;br /&gt;A MOMENT LIKE THIS (Kelly Clarkson) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hearing your name&lt;br /&gt;Just turns my heart to flame now darling&lt;br /&gt;Why don’t you come?&lt;br /&gt;I’m standing here&lt;br /&gt;I’m yours my dear&lt;br /&gt;Oh how can I get to you?&lt;br /&gt;- &quot;My Love Is Your Love&quot; by MUD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Burn these words from our lips &lt;br /&gt;As &apos;The Dagger&apos; screams &quot;Love is dead,&quot; &lt;br /&gt;and it&apos;s a &quot;newspaper tragedy.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;Have we lost what we love? &lt;br /&gt;Have we said everything?&lt;br /&gt;Does it change anything? &lt;br /&gt;- THURSDAY &quot;Jet Black New Year&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;There is no future left at all&lt;br /&gt;I used to think&lt;br /&gt;Open up, begin again&lt;br /&gt;Let&apos;s go down the waterfall&lt;br /&gt;Think about the good times&lt;br /&gt;Never look back&lt;br /&gt;- &quot;I Might Be Wrong&quot; by RadioHead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And broken hearts&lt;br /&gt;These words replace my tears each letter&lt;br /&gt;A pound of hatred but they quickly fade away&lt;br /&gt;As I glance in your direction&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll choke on them&lt;br /&gt;Your razors, my wrists, my tears, your kiss.&lt;br /&gt;- KEEPSAKE &quot;Paper Cuts And Broken Hearts&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel my wings are broken in your hands&lt;br /&gt;I feel the words unspoken inside pull you under&lt;br /&gt;I would give you anything you want&lt;br /&gt;You were al l I wanted&lt;br /&gt;All my dreams are fallen down&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I say the break of day&lt;br /&gt;I wish that I could fly away&lt;br /&gt;&apos;stead of kneeling in the sand&lt;br /&gt;Catching teardrops as they land&lt;br /&gt;My heart is drenched in wine&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;ll be on my mind forever&lt;br /&gt;- Norah Jones &apos;Don&apos;t Know Why&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In summer we can taste the rain&lt;br /&gt;I want you to be free&lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t worry about me&lt;br /&gt;And just like the movies&lt;br /&gt;We play out our last scene&lt;br /&gt;- Alien Ant Farm &apos;Movies&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Watching every motion in this foolish lover&apos;s game &lt;br /&gt;Haunted by the notion somewhere there&apos;s a love in flames &lt;br /&gt;Turning and returning to some secret place inside &lt;br /&gt;Watching in slow motion as you turn my way and say &lt;br /&gt;Take my breath away&lt;br /&gt;- Berlin &apos;Take My Breath Away&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Theres a killer in me hopin&apos;, hope that you&apos;re the one&lt;br /&gt;But you always run away when I come around&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t mind&lt;br /&gt;Dare I track you down and terrify&lt;br /&gt;Pain, I can&apos;t sleep&lt;br /&gt;- Four Star Mary &apos;Pain&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re frozen, when you&apos;re hearts not open&lt;br /&gt;You so consumed with how much you get&lt;br /&gt;You waste you&apos;re time with hate and regret&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re broken, when you&apos;re hearts not open&lt;br /&gt;If I could melt your heart&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;d never be apart.&lt;br /&gt;- Madonna &apos;Frozen&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How can I think I&apos;m standing strong&lt;br /&gt;Yet feel the air beneath my feet&lt;br /&gt;How can happiness feel so wrong?&lt;br /&gt;How can misery feel so sweet?&lt;br /&gt;How can you let me watch you sleep&lt;br /&gt;Then break my dreams the way you do.&lt;br /&gt;- Katie Melua &apos;Closest Thing To Crazy&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who can say where the road goes,&lt;br /&gt;Where the day flows&lt;br /&gt;Only time&lt;br /&gt;And who can say if your love grows&lt;br /&gt;As you&apos;re heart shows&lt;br /&gt;Only time&lt;br /&gt;- Enya &apos;Only Time&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More than angry words, I hate this silence&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s getting so loud&lt;br /&gt;Well, I want to scream&lt;br /&gt;But bitterness has sielnced these emotions&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s getting hard to breathe&lt;br /&gt;So tell me, isn&apos;t happiness worth more than a gold and diamond ring?&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m willing to do anything to calm the storm in my heart&lt;br /&gt;- &quot;Hold me&quot; Savage Garden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if you only hold me tight&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ll be holding on forever&lt;br /&gt;And we&apos;ll only be making it right.&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause we&apos;ll never be wrong&lt;br /&gt;Together we can take it to the end of the night&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re love is like a shadow on me all of the time.&lt;br /&gt;- Bonnie Tyler &quot;Total Eclipse of the Heart&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me&lt;br /&gt;I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break&lt;br /&gt;I crave, I love, I&apos;ve waited long enough&lt;br /&gt;I try as hard as I can&lt;br /&gt;Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken&lt;br /&gt;Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken&lt;br /&gt;- Kasey Chambers &apos;Not Pretty Enough&apos;</content>
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    <issued>2005-08-25T15:28:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-08-25T14:26:10Z</modified>
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    <issued>2005-06-07T22:32:00</issued>
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    <created>2005-05-24T15:33:10Z</created>
    <issued>2005-05-24T16:22:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-05-24T15:40:41Z</modified>
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      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Breaking down never seems to be that hard &lt;br /&gt;Falling short is always in the cards &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m on the road, sunrise is at my back &lt;br /&gt;Lost it all somewhere between the cracks &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s not like you to say sorry&lt;br /&gt;I was waiting on a different story&lt;br /&gt;This time I&apos;m mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking&lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;ve been wrong, i&apos;ve been down, to the bottom of every bottle&lt;br /&gt;These five words in my head scream &quot;are we having fun yet?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d take back those words that hurt you and you&apos;d stay&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t know why I did the things I did &lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t know why I said the things I said &lt;br /&gt;Pride&apos;s like a knife it can cut deep inside &lt;br /&gt;Words are like weapons they wound sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t really mean to hurt you &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well I tried to write a special song&lt;br /&gt;a love song just for you&lt;br /&gt;to explain the way you make me feel inside&lt;br /&gt;though the meaning may be simple&lt;br /&gt;and the words may not be new&lt;br /&gt;I couldnt make it better if I tried&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rain falling down&lt;br /&gt;Another minute passes by&lt;br /&gt;I wait for you&lt;br /&gt;But this time I won&apos;t cry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A new religion that&apos;ll bring you to your knees&lt;br /&gt;Black velvet if you please.&lt;br /&gt;Every word of every song that he sang was for you.&lt;br /&gt;In a flash he was gone, it happened so soon, &lt;br /&gt;What could you do?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still anticipating love&lt;br /&gt;Never hesitating&lt;br /&gt;To become the fated ones&lt;br /&gt;Turning and returning&lt;br /&gt;To some secret place inside&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All of your fears cast them on me&lt;br /&gt;I just want you to see&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll be your cloud up in the sky&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll be your shoulder when you cry&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll hear your voices when you&apos;re calling&lt;br /&gt;I am your angel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is this the real life&lt;br /&gt;Is this just fantasy&lt;br /&gt;Caught in a landslide&lt;br /&gt;No escape from reality&lt;br /&gt;Open your eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here in the darkness&lt;br /&gt;Oh there`s so many shades&lt;br /&gt;Shadows burn like faded flames&lt;br /&gt;And die into the night, ooh and fly&lt;br /&gt;Up so high&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still remember every whispered word &lt;br /&gt;The touch of your skin, giving life from within &lt;br /&gt;Like a love song that I&apos;ve heard &lt;br /&gt;Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time &lt;br /&gt;Promises made, every memory saved &lt;br /&gt;Has reflections in my mind &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title mode='escaped'>Lonely Souls</title>
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    <issued>2005-05-24T15:41:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-05-24T14:42:29Z</modified>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>In the darkness comes the lonely voice&lt;br /&gt;Of a million souls dying&lt;br /&gt;Crying&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been come and gone and here I am&lt;br /&gt;For all that I remember&lt;br /&gt;But I&apos;ve already forgotten&lt;br /&gt;If you rememmber &lt;br /&gt;The lights gone down and the sun has set&lt;br /&gt;The phoenix has risen, the snake has shed&lt;br /&gt;I no longer remember&lt;br /&gt;If it mattered.</content>
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    <issued>2005-05-17T21:20:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-05-17T20:32:14Z</modified>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt orbed into his bedroom, laying down Excalibur on the floor, still ripe with blood and his ears still wringing with screams and the sound of punctured flesh. He went inside the en suite bathroom at his grandpa&apos;s, sliding out of his blood stained suit, unbuttoning his once white shirt and shrugging his pants on to the floor in a bloody heap. He strips his shoes and turns the nob on the shower, slipping into the stream of luke warm water, he pushed his fair hair back out of his eyes, letting the water trickle down his back, washing away the stains that had spattered on him during the violent massacre. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;He pushed his head back, letting the water run down his face, like a cleansing ritual, washing with them the tears that came suddenly and his body wracked with sobs, and he knew there was no one else was even in the house. Not yet, anyway. He struggled for breath, letting the tense emotions go as he kicks in the wall because it was easier than dealing them. Wyatt watches as the blood tinted water slides down the drain, clearing the evidence. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;He stood in the cooling water for several minutes, till the sobs and hitting subsided and he finished the shower, wiping his body like it would come off. He picks up the shirt and pants, fireballing them and they disintegrate into dust. He splashed some water on the sink up on to his face, catching himself in the mirror when he was done, taking a moment and he didn&apos;t know which part of what he was seeing was more disturbing: the frightened child or the psychotic killer. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Then the moment was over and he had things to clean.&lt;/-cut&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2005-05-17T21:13:00</issued>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&quot;How are you doing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt looked around, unsuprised to find his father standing there. The&lt;br /&gt;cold November wind blew hard and his hair was flying to one side, as&lt;br /&gt;they were fairly high up. His eyes were red, much like Wyatts own. it&lt;br /&gt;wasn&apos;t unsurprising. His mother had died only a few days ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Fantastic, Dad.&quot; His voice was hoarse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They were both still in suits from the funeral, but after the funeral,&lt;br /&gt;he&apos;d had to get out of there. He wasn&apos;t claustrphobic, but it still&lt;br /&gt;felt as if every bit of the manor smelt like her, felt like her and it&lt;br /&gt;was a constant reminder that she wasn&apos;t coming back. He&apos;d orbed out to&lt;br /&gt;get a little privacy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Under the circumstances.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He wiped his his eyes, he wasn&apos;t about to cry in front of him. He was&lt;br /&gt;so much stronger than that and it wasn&apos;t wrong that he wanted a little&lt;br /&gt;privacy to grieve. Ironic, that the person he wanted to go to now, was&lt;br /&gt;the only person he couldn&apos;t have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt breathed, &quot;Didn&apos;t get the hint, did you? I want some alone time.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re upset, I understand.&quot; Leo says. &quot;I&apos;m just here if you need to&lt;br /&gt;talk or anything.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mom&apos;s dead, I got attacked, Chris got hurt and I&apos;m meant to be okay.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leo put his hand on shoulder, &quot;No, you don&apos;t.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;If I&apos;m not, who&apos;s gonna be?&quot; Wyatt says. &quot;Aunt Paige and Aunt Phoebe&lt;br /&gt;are sad too and you&apos;re never here any more. So please leave me alone.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just...be careful.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sure. &quot; Wyatt says. &quot;Two funerals and one birthday in the same seven&lt;br /&gt;days is an overload.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You shouldn&apos;t think like that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why not?&quot; Wyatt shrugs. &quot;All about power, Dad. They have it, we&lt;br /&gt;don&apos;t. Just a matter of time, really.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wyatt-&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just *leave* Dad.&quot; Wyatt said. &quot;Got more than one kid you know.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;At least put the shield up.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Go!&quot; Wyatt shouts at him, leaning back and shaking head as the bright&lt;br /&gt;orbs left. He looked down at the cars below, letting the tears roll&lt;br /&gt;down on to them before they suddenly stopped, like he&apos;d froze them. He&lt;br /&gt;tried to unfreeze them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You didn&apos;t do that.&quot; A male voice came from behind him we to. &quot;We did.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt turned to see a man and woman, in black. &quot;We heard what you&lt;br /&gt;said.&quot; She said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The man grinned, &quot;And we&apos;ve got an offer we think you might be interested in.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:7324</id>
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    <issued>2005-05-17T21:04:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-05-17T20:05:06Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Forceshield (from the womb)&lt;br /&gt;Orbing (from the womb)&lt;br /&gt;Healing (from the womb)&lt;br /&gt;Telekinetic Orbing (4 Months)&lt;br /&gt;Thought Projection &amp; Paritcle Manipualtion (6 months)&lt;br /&gt;Telekinesis (8 months)&lt;br /&gt;Orb Manipulation (9 months)&lt;br /&gt;Chrono-Telekinesis (20 months)&lt;br /&gt;Freezing (30 months)&lt;br /&gt;Psychokinesis (3 years)&lt;br /&gt;Sensing (4 years)&lt;br /&gt;Regeneration (7 years)&lt;br /&gt;Astral Projection (10 years)&lt;br /&gt;Fire Throwing (11 years)&lt;br /&gt;Energy Balls (12 years)&lt;br /&gt;Electricity Generation (15 years)&lt;br /&gt;Energy Absorbtion (23 years)</content>
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    <title mode='escaped'></title>
    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:6919</id>
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    <created>2005-05-17T20:00:57Z</created>
    <issued>2005-05-17T20:57:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-05-24T15:06:15Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Wyatt Matthew Halliwell was born on 22nd February 2003, at Halliwell Manor (1329 Prescott Street). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His parents names were Piper Halliwell and Leo Wyatt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was the first born in the next generation of the Halliwell line. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He has several powers. &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/razorlullaby/7324.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;more?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His first vanquish was at 6 months old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His first word was Mama and his second was Dada.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He learned to walk at 18 months old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he went to school for the first time, he had trouble connecting with other people as he&apos;s just not used to mixing with non-magical people and ever really adapted to that.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;He attempted to heal Piper when she was sick but was unable to. He&apos;s always blamed himself for not having the power or the emotion but at the time took it out on the elders. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After Pipers funeral, he went over to the Golden Gate bridge and was by the avatars. Believing he was needed, he turned them down. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But later on when he was dealing with the aftermath of killing the elders, he took the invitation, later to leave so as not to be controlled by collective. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He killed his girlfriend when he was sixteen causing him to lose interest in most mortal things.</content>
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  <entry xmlns="http://purl.org/atom/ns#">
    <title mode='escaped'></title>
    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:6781</id>
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    <issued>2005-04-05T20:42:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-04-05T19:42:50Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Bianca lay back on the couch in the apartment, more specifically on&lt;br /&gt;Chris as they watched her favourite movie &apos;Reservoir Dogs&apos;. She&apos;s just&lt;br /&gt;content to lie there ad have her hair stroked and just relax.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bianca?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She didn&apos;t want to talk today, she didn&apos;t feel like it. &quot;Hm?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re quiet.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She nods, shutting her eyes. &quot;Just happy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We won&apos;t be for long,&quot; Chris said to her, his hand resting on her.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;With whats going to happen.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca shakes her head. She knows what he&apos;s talking about but she&lt;br /&gt;doesn&apos;t want to hear it. &quot;I don&apos;t want to talk about it.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;When I go.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was out an she still didn&apos;t want to think about it. She turned back&lt;br /&gt;to the movie, but the screen hadn&apos;t moved. She didn&apos;t even know what&lt;br /&gt;scene it was on. &quot;Not now, baby, please.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I mean, how am I going to get the book?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Chris!&quot; She says. &quot;It&apos;s been so nice. Why spoil it?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What about the museum?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca sighs. &quot;It&apos;s public, isn&apos;t it?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I mean, who knows when I&apos;ll get back.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You know when.&quot; Bianca says. &quot;Don&apos;t make me talk about this.&quot; She&lt;br /&gt;looked back to television, which was still on the screen. In fact,&lt;br /&gt;nothing seemed to be moving, except for her. And she felt almost&lt;br /&gt;restrained.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why the book?&quot; HE says &quot;Why risk it?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca shook her head, staring at him tapping his hands. Chris doesn&apos;t&lt;br /&gt;tap his hands like that. &quot;For the spell, you know that. We talked&lt;br /&gt;about this.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Then we should talk about it again,&quot; Chris tells her. &quot;From the start.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca shook her head, backing off the sofa, &quot;No, you wouldn&apos;t.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bianca, we&apos;re not playing games.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca gets up, but she&apos;s struggling. She sudden;y feels exhausted,&lt;br /&gt;like she hasn&apos;t slept in forever. &quot;Somethings wrong.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;This isn&apos;t funny,&quot; He says. He&apos;s still tapping. Chris doesn&apos;t do that!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s not real, is it?&quot; She says, softly. Theres a desperation in her&lt;br /&gt;voice for it to be real, and a paheticness that comes with knowing&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Stop it,&quot; Chris says, but still unmoving. He hasn&apos;t moved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Theres nothing here,&quot; She says, starting to panic and breathe heavy.&lt;br /&gt;She tries to energy ball the television, sick of the scene that&lt;br /&gt;doesn&apos;t exist and nothing happens. &quot;You&apos;re not real.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bianca,&quot; The tone is harsh. He doesn&apos;t talk to her like that. Not&lt;br /&gt;when she hasn&apos;t done anything wrong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re not real!&quot; She screams at him, throwing the stool at him. Her&lt;br /&gt;voice wavers slightly, raw anger at the fact she&apos;s alone and sadness&lt;br /&gt;because she wants to bleieve it&apos;s real so badly. &quot;You&apos;re not real...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;She sobs, as what should have been a nasty hit from a stool causes the&lt;br /&gt;image to haze, and she&apos;s back in the lower levels, back in the&lt;br /&gt;interrogation room and she&apos;s still whispering &apos;You&apos;re not real&apos; over&lt;br /&gt;and over when she&apos;s put back in her cell.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry xmlns="http://purl.org/atom/ns#">
    <title mode='escaped'>My Only Smile</title>
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    <issued>2005-03-11T17:49:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-03-11T17:49:42Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>If you take away my only smile,&lt;br /&gt;I may cry for a while,&lt;br /&gt;I may scream or yell or fight,&lt;br /&gt;Trying to remember to be alright,&lt;br /&gt;For if you take my smile away,&lt;br /&gt;I might not live another day</content>
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  <entry xmlns="http://purl.org/atom/ns#">
    <title mode='escaped'>Haunted</title>
    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:6188</id>
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    <created>2005-03-10T16:44:00Z</created>
    <issued>2005-03-10T16:38:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-03-10T16:52:23Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
    </author>
    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>We are born running and never seem to stop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The wind howls and the rain hammers as it plays with our hair and the twigs below bruise our bloody ankles and no amount of water can wash away the tears of pain that are poured so relentlessly but still we continue to run.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are wild animals, caged in our prisons of glass as we go through our lives, looking through our window and never really touching anything but the surface.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We long to be free; to break the glass of protection and to feel but in that second, the rain of tears crashes around us and continues to pour. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All we can do is to start running again, from ourselves and from everyone and everything around us that we can no longer understand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lifes twists and turns scar us while endless age carries us through. Our legs failing and our fingers blistered from the acid tears we try so in vain to wipe away. but still, our bruised and battered heart searches on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So for tonight, in kive, we are still. We are nothing and everything as the clocks run on in a world so beyond us. We are statues in the fabric of time and space as the universe rises and falls behind us and life and death elude us for we are the lucky few that have made it here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In that moment of silence, when our hearts swell and nothing and we ouselves become nothing, yet we are everything as we have become one. We live through the dark wildrness, protectd by a love that is so beautiful and strong, yet so fragile. It helps us leave before we are drown in our haunted lives and strengthens our hope an faith nd it will make us free.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are no longer haunted by everything that would soon become nothing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Until then, we are forced on our journey forward once more and time reliquishes it&apos;s hold on us and we are forced to run.</content>
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  <entry xmlns="http://purl.org/atom/ns#">
    <title mode='escaped'>Too Many Questions</title>
    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:5688</id>
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    <issued>2005-02-18T22:33:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-02-18T22:33:42Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>If you mean nothing by what you say, &lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that what you say is what you mean? &lt;br /&gt;If your cry when your happiest, &lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that you are happiest when you cry? &lt;br /&gt;If your relationship is just a bit of fun, &lt;br /&gt;Does it mean that love is just a game? &lt;br /&gt;If your life is a challenge, &lt;br /&gt;What are the rules? &lt;br /&gt;If birth is a celebration, &lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that celebration is a birth? &lt;br /&gt;If you respect others, &lt;br /&gt;Then do they respect you? &lt;br /&gt;If your feeling mean someone harm, &lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that someone harms your feelings? &lt;br /&gt;If technology is the future, &lt;br /&gt;Is the way forward technology? &lt;br /&gt;If wars are fought for your king, &lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that king will fight your wars? &lt;br /&gt;Perhaps I ask too many questions.</content>
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    <title mode='escaped'>The Snowman</title>
    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:5628</id>
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    <issued>2005-02-18T22:32:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-02-18T22:31:57Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>He stands alone,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A solitary figure in a sea of white.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;ll chill you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet warm you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like innocence remembered,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But lost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His clothes are nothing fancy,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dark, Torn, Tattered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No life courses through him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet he gives life,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To the smile of his maker,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who&apos;s been gone since darkness fell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His black eyes hold no emotion,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But his body can freeze you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As you plump him like a Turkey for Christmas Day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Blaze arises in the sky,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the brightness does not hurt his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And as he fades away,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His stoney smile drops,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he becomes just a memory.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:5289</id>
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    <issued>2005-02-18T22:26:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-02-18T22:26:50Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Bianca was lying in her bed, safe, warm and with her fiance&apos;s arms&lt;br /&gt;around her. She sighed contently, perfectly happy to just lie there.&lt;br /&gt;Everything was quiet and she was comfortable. She turned over, just to&lt;br /&gt;feel him, to reassure herself that everything was fine and her arms&lt;br /&gt;were pulled. He was pulling her arms?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca was brought back to reality with a jerk. Guard demons. She&lt;br /&gt;wasn&apos;t at home. Chris was gone. And she was being interrogated. She&lt;br /&gt;felt herself pulled back into the chair again, and she lay back again.&lt;br /&gt;She heard the door shut and for once, it was almost instantaneous.&lt;br /&gt;Normally she was kept waiting. Joy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But there was something wrong with the picture. She couldn&apos;t see him&lt;br /&gt;and she began to feel a little threatened. She tried to look around,&lt;br /&gt;but her view was restricted. She could count at least three demons in&lt;br /&gt;the room, upper level most likely, indicated by the markings. And she&lt;br /&gt;was unarmed, tired and tied down. This didn&apos;t look good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She lay back and tried to look determined. She&apos;d done okay, so far.&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;d held her own and hadn&apos;t, for the most part, shown it was getting&lt;br /&gt;to her. Because it wasn&apos;t. Yeah, right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again, there was a prick in her arm and yet more of that stupid truth&lt;br /&gt;serum was pushed in. She didn&apos;t look - the sound of it ripping into&lt;br /&gt;her was enough. She clenched her teeth. She was tired. She wanted to&lt;br /&gt;be back in the dream with the warm bed, the loving fiance and where&lt;br /&gt;there was no one to hurt her anymore. The thought would bring her to&lt;br /&gt;tears. She pushed it away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Where is he?&quot; She heard. It wasn&apos;t Wyatt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She tried to formulate an answer, &quot;What, I&apos;m not important enough&lt;br /&gt;today?&quot; She forced out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How did he get the Book?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What, I got a rookie?&quot; Bianca tried again, trying to throw him off.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How embarrassing.&quot; She felt something like flesh on her hands, and&lt;br /&gt;she tried to brace herself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What spell was used?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca snorted, &quot;The alphabet?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;d hit a nerve. And then he hurt hers. She felt almost nothing but&lt;br /&gt;a tingle before she caught a look at the blue electricity - or worse,&lt;br /&gt;it was lightening. She didn&apos;t think about it much, she was too busy&lt;br /&gt;forcing her mouth and eyes shut - she wouldn&apos;t panic. It felt like she&lt;br /&gt;was being electrocuted, and the pain was everywhere, places she didn&apos;t&lt;br /&gt;realise could feel pain ached. She wouldn&apos;t cry. She wouldn&apos;t scream.&lt;br /&gt;She was strong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Where is he?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re...&quot;  She spat out. She&apos;d bitten her tongue and could the taste&lt;br /&gt;the blood in her mouth. &quot;Repetitive.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How did he get the Book?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca shook her head. She wouldn&apos;t answer. She wouldn&apos;t. Not even&lt;br /&gt;when she felt it again, longer this time. She needed an outlet, but&lt;br /&gt;there wasn&apos;t one. She felt helpless and it made her sick. She could&lt;br /&gt;feel her body jerking and she couldn&apos;t control it. It scared her. No,&lt;br /&gt;it terrified her. She was out of control.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What spell was used?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She blocked the question out and it happened again, longer and god, it&lt;br /&gt;hurt and she could feel her eyes blurring. She blinked it back. &quot;Screw&lt;br /&gt;you.&quot; She says, feeling the blood run her mouth. She couldn&apos;t even&lt;br /&gt;wipe it. It made her feel worse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Where is he?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It got repetitive but she stopped caring. It was taking it out of her.&lt;br /&gt;her pride and her willingness not to show any weakness. It felt like a&lt;br /&gt;lifetime, but what was most likely no more than a hour or so and she&lt;br /&gt;didn&apos;t want it anymore. She wanted to tell him to stop. She didn&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;She clenched her  teeth. She dug her nails in. She wanted to cry. She&lt;br /&gt;blinked it back. She wouldn&apos;t. She wouldn&apos;t cry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the next time the next time she felt the lightening course through&lt;br /&gt;her body, she screamed.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:greatestjournal.com:atom1:razorlullaby:5043</id>
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    <issued>2005-02-18T22:20:00</issued>
    <modified>2005-02-18T22:20:07Z</modified>
    <author>
      <name>Claudie</name>
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    <content type='text/html' mode='escaped'>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca lay down on the bed, but wasn&apos;t asleep. She was lying on her&lt;br /&gt;arm and her eyes where closed. She was trying to rest after what had&lt;br /&gt;happened earlier in the day. It was simple enough and the idea had&lt;br /&gt;started several days ago - or was it weeks? She was losing track.&lt;br /&gt;Simply a photo - work id,  drivers liscence, one of those kinds of&lt;br /&gt;things with a red X across the image. She didn&apos;t really understand.&lt;br /&gt;Not untill a second photo a while later - 24, 36 hours maybe. A&lt;br /&gt;corpse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe an hour or two earlier, she had gotten the X photo for Anne - as&lt;br /&gt;she had for Amy and Tress before her. She was past crying. She just&lt;br /&gt;kept thinking &apos;Haven&apos;t I paid enough?&apos; She was starting to wonder if&lt;br /&gt;it was all worth it, as she couldn&apos;t even see the slightest bit of&lt;br /&gt;light in him now. Then it was all worthless.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She knew she&apos;d made her decision but she didn&apos;t want to face it. But&lt;br /&gt;she would have to. Hours before the second photograph, he would talk&lt;br /&gt;to her. Always the same, &apos;Where is he?&apos;. She would never see the words&lt;br /&gt;the same again. Tonight she was tired. She felt broken inside. It&lt;br /&gt;wasn&apos;t a feeling she liked. Tonight she&apos;d had enough. Tonight she&apos;d&lt;br /&gt;answer and she knew it. She just had to be careful how.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a little longer before the door opened and she sat up, leaning&lt;br /&gt;on her hand. He&apos;d stopped the pleasanties a few interrogations ago. A&lt;br /&gt;few lifetimes ago. &quot;You know the drill here, Bianca and I&apos;ve all but&lt;br /&gt;lost my patience with you.&quot; He said calmly. &quot;One more time. It&apos;s a&lt;br /&gt;simple question.&quot; He raised his voice slightly, &quot;Where is he?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca glanced at the two guards, &quot;Lose tweedledumb and dumber and&lt;br /&gt;we&apos;ll talk.&quot; Wyatt glanced at the two guards and Bianca sighed, &quot;Look&lt;br /&gt;at me! What am I gonna do, breathe on you?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sent them away and sat by her, she recoiled her legs away from him.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I want something from you first.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt looked at her, &quot;You&apos;re hardly in the position to-&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you going to do to him?&quot; She interrupted him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I just want him back here, I don&apos;t care as long as he doesn&apos;t go near&lt;br /&gt;the book again.&quot; Wyatt shrugged.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca laughed, the sound was so strange. &quot;I don&apos;t believe you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright, I want to make sure of it. I want his powers stipped.&quot; Wyatttold her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca accepted that, she&apos;d half expected it. &quot;You leave us alone&lt;br /&gt;after this. Chris, me, my family, you leave us alone. Thats my&lt;br /&gt;condition.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyat tutted her, &quot;When have I ever hurt any of them?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca looked at him, &quot;Are you mentally distrubed or something?! You&lt;br /&gt;killed them.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wyatt put his hand on her arm, &quot;No, I didn&apos;t. You did.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca shook his hand off her, recoiling at the touch. &quot;Don&apos;t touch me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looks at her, with a sigh. &quot;You knew the entire time how to stop&lt;br /&gt;it, stop this. You wouldn&apos;t. You&apos;re fault.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Promise me you won&apos;t hurt him.&quot; She says&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I promise that. I don&apos;t want to.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca nodded, &quot;Then I&apos;m ready to talk.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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